sidewalk cracks

why am I still jumpingover sidewalk cracksto avoid feeling blamefor breaking momma’s back?I am fixatedon careful stepsto avertinsignificant crevices where ants climb out unfazedin search of crumbsthe weight of guiltis heavyand keeps my gaze focused on the groundand the path I’ve laidbehind mewhere I have left my ownbreadcrumbsinstead of looking forwardand up(silly girlyour momma’s backwas…